I feel it all
doing the move slowly…
slowly as in one step at a time.
when i’m done with one thing, i find out what’s the next.
it becomes a continuous movement
one step at a time
yesterday it hit me: the a temptation to jump, instead of taking that approach of one step at a time, is that in the jump so much happens at the same time, that i can’t feel details – it just becomes intense excitement
my move here was that way. from decision to execution of leaving everything behind: three months
and actually the three months aren’t even the important aspect.
leaving it all behind… what a drastic cut it was then. yes, i did start something new. but very much i also just jumped out of something that… left a kind of scar? I left people. left a country. wanted away.
in the last weeks there was so much sadness mixed into the excitement of the changes going on.
i move, i cry, i laugh and talk with people.
at the party i enjoy the company of good people. nostalgia sneaking in with each hug-hello.
i’m at home here. with you, people.
finally writing today. i realize, this is the difference this time: i don’t want to cut.
those who have touched me here, reached me
i feel them in my thought in my guts in my heart in my arms
the movement goes on. is continuous and organic
but with you
copenhagen. people. sea.
there is the excitement of the next steps. but there is also the sadness to leave. the happiness to know you. the love and trust in my bones. the curiosity of how we continue. where we meet. where we get to dance. how we grow – each on our own as well as together. the pain of loss. the freedom to explore a new place.
i feel it all.
and this song appears
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